This is end of New Year, new month and overtaking another month after union with my family after over a year apart.

Just started mounting the looser feeling again , after all I thought my kids would have earned some kind of good education though I lost everything , So I could forget all the miseries.

Unfortunately they are half cooked and cannot get in to the grades they are entitled in school. I request so many times to go for the dental checkups for everyone before come here as it’s expensive and hard things to get it done.

But nothing has happened, and everything in usual disarray.

 I started worrying about everything again, everything required my personal touch and involvement makes me so much exhausted.

 Only thing I doesn’t need to worry is laundry, has to appreciate really that she is looking after that job very well.